PHILOMÈNE AMOUGOU
Switching
I Performance & Film installation I
I Collaborative Project I
16mm
'And again' poem written by P.Raybaud
Performance interpreted by Philomène
Shots by P.Raybaud
And again and again
Everyday same landscape
Forever the same mistake
She stands there defying me
With her eyes of a fury
And a smile more than empty
And again and again
I look back sadly at her
All the lines become a blur
Yet the clock keeps on running
The sound of time repulsing
A mirage of me crying
And again again
Like a loop from my own tape
forever repelling shape
Naked with myself again
Heart beating with the worst pain
.better and stronger
every tic tac tic tac tic
Again and again
In the darkness of her voice
I can hear the same old noise
Soon the sound covers the tic
And my pulse follows the tac
tic tac tic tac tic
And and again
My hands then enter the dance
My fingers follow the transe
Now holding on the mirror
And the nails scratching with horror
This image I can’t ignore tic tac
And again and again
Hitting her head against mine
Making sure we are one line
Soon the glass lays at my feet
And our hands drip with the beat
tic tac tic tac tic And again.
'Poisonous Viper' poem written by Philomène
Performance interpreted by P.Raybaud
Shotted by Philomène
Poisonous viper
A white poisonous rose
Whispered her in a row
Tearing off her capillary root,
to the spinal cord
Coated with an endless thread
It’s this spine sprout of pain,
Silently sinuously
That takes seeds shapes in her carnal petals
melting like the smooth viper,
From the pulpe throat,
bitterness delights
She twists, squirms, dragging her down to the ground
Suffocating, in the appeared vibration of this putrefied soil
She plunges herself in a cacophony,
Where her hears drawn into beats
Burning is her eardrum film,
It’s drum reasoning poison
The sensitive poison of her sense.
Where unison is no more than disparity,
It’s the perpetuity of panicking noises
Inflicted in the harmonious veines of her humanity
She is this instinctive rate who gnaws the fingers’ paws She is this petrified chock whitening roped hair
Aging Delicious appearance to a perishing fruit,
Who lost the taste of life.
By this melancholic folly
Where desire is doldrums Black
To hear emptiness Black
To touch end Black
Isn't it a truthful punition ?
Or the benediction of abstention
To satisfy my illness of life
Short video Extracted from 'Switching' 16mm Film projection
Original version, available on request.
-- November 2017.